Starting a New Life Abroad

My most deepest condolence and sympathy go to the victims and the victims’ families of the earthquake.

My uncle was born in Yogyakarta and some of his relatives still live there.

Apart from the broken roofs and cracked walls in their houses, thankfully they are all okay but still have no clear info untuk sodara2 gw yang lain, till now we cant reach their number.

I hope all the struggling areas will get aids as soon as possible.

Within less than a week, I’ve found out that two close friends of mine have been together with partners that don’t make them happy.

My friends are good people.
They’re nice and easygoing individuals yet their partners have succeeded in making them very self-conscious about themselves.
They have become less confident about themselves.
They’re thinking they’re not good enough.
In short, they’re unhappy.

Words been said, things been done.
Everything stays the way they were.
Albeit all this, my friends can’t just walk away.

I told them I’ve been on that road before.
But not for long.
Because I soon realised there was no point of such togetherness.

If my partner wants to trust no one but himself and to fall apart, I might try to help him back on his feet. But if he doesn’t stop digging his own grave, I’m not going down with him.

If my partner intends to create his version of a perfect love by forcing me to change into somebody I’m not to follow his suit, I would tell him to go fuck himself.

………

But then, what about love?
They whispered.

Well, what about it?
I asked them back.

………

"Choices that deal with love are like alcohol, when you are under the influence of it you tend to do things that you regret later on."

Well, be sensible.
Are you one of those people who plans on binge drinking to your painful death?

………

I’m not exactly the right person to give advice on love and relationships.
But I’d said what I had to say.

I wish them good luck.

+ *silence*
- hello?
+ heeeey! *cheerfully*
- hey, you. are you busy?
+ not at all. i’ve been missing you!
- i’ve missed you too! hey, were you screening?
+ uhm, screening what?
- your phone, of course.
+ uhm, no.
- hah. you’re not fooling me.
+ hahaha… you’re right. i was screening.
- aha!
+ how did you know, anyway?
- ah, well… been there, done that.
+ hehehe… sounds like an expert.
- hehehe… so, who are you hiding from?
+ uhm…
- her?
+ yeah.
- hahaha… tell her to go fuck herself. now that you’re taken, she’s suddenly busy trying.
+ *sigh* i know. it’s annoying.
- you can take it as a compliment. but not too seriously.
+ babe…
- what?
+ i love it when you’re being possessive.
- shut up.
+ aww…

since the day i found out how to use my brain, i’ve never stopped learning that the best things in life are free.

they still are.

Cape’ dech ngomong sama blogger heheheheh.

Miskol list :

1. Kantor 2x

2. Orang rumah 1x

3. Pilipinos

4. Daerah cikini

5. Nga tau nich nomer siape, cantik sich angka2 nya

6. Pilipinos

7. Bos

8. Kantor

9. Ade

Hmmm bakal kena gempuran maut nich spt nya  hari ini, weekly report, presentasi, analisis, jurnal, etc

*msh ngantuk

honey,
i mizz u much….
ilove you much…

+ Welcome to automated [Name of Mail Services Company] re-delivery service. Please say your delivery reference number, or say "I don’t have it."

- *silent* *not sure of what to say*

+ What’s that? Do you have a delivery reference number?

- Umm… Yes?

+ Please say your delivery reference number.

- 123456789.

+ Thank you. 123456789. Is that correct?

- Umm.. Yes.

+ Now, please say your complete postcode.

- AB1 2CD.

+ Thank you. Do you want the package to be delivered to the same home address, or to your office address?

- Home.

+ Please say your contact number.

- 07712345678.

+ What’s that? 07712345678. Is that correct?

- Yes.

+ Thank you. The earliest time that our courier can deliver your package will be on the 20th of May 2006, between 8am to 6pm. Is that okay for you?

- Yes.

+ Thank you. You will need to sign and provide an identification. You may show your driving licence, bank card or passport. Our courier will deliver between 8am to 6 pm on the 20th of May 2006. Thank you for calling [Name of Mail Services Company].

- *put down the phone, uncertainly*

Postscript.
Is it normal to feel weird to converse verbally with a machine?

Honestly, the experience has crept me out a bit.

Despite the fact that I’m into fantasy books and have got a love-hate relationship with sci-fi, I think it will take time for me to get used to these freaky automated thingamajig services.

So, yeah.

Yesterday I was left by my team I care so much about.

At the airport, when we shared our last hugs…. but no kiss,

I didn’t shed a tear while we’re couldn’t say a word.

I already cried the night before, and the night before that, when I heard our top management decission.

[ Yes, now you know that this cold-hearted "bitch" could cry too. Prior to those nights, I couldn't remember the last time I cried, let alone the last time I cried and felt safe at the same time. ]

We’d made promises we know we would keep as we already did in the past.

Like where we’re going to meet again.

And like when our paths will cross again.

That we will always be in touch as if the thousand miles do not exist.

Although we know that separation will always be a part of our journey.

I’m not gonna talk further about my company decission for my team and that kind of stuff, because they’re not for public consumption.

I suggest you change the gear and mode into something fast and cheerful to enter the following part of this post because I’m gonna write about the bright side of life I experienced last week.

[ I know not all of you suffer from bipolar disorder like I do, but trust me, you'll see how easy it is to be infected and get the hang of it. Believe me. ]

So.

In 1 week, I went to several job interview(ijin mulu nich ….urusan keluarga alasannya hahaha), 1 concert, a number of places of attraction, and met some crazy people along the way

let me start…

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Phew why it’s so hard…I still remember the moment at the airport.

[ I'd better check and make sure about my leave and unpaid leave. My boss is cool but I don't intend to have my arse chased by the HR department for miscommunication. ]

Please set background with Dave Matthews song - Stay Or Leave while you read this post…..a really sad post.

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I hate goodbye.
And I will never say it to you.
Not now.
Not even later,
When our less-than-24-hours end.

And even though the circumstances have kept forcing us to be separated,
You will find me.
I will find you.

You.
Always.
Complete.
Me.

I will see you.
You will see me.
Again.

Kok dari tadi pagi gue check total Friendlist gue ilang semua???? udah 2 kali nich kaya gini. Trus ada banyak message pas dibuka kaga ada tulisannya

Intermittent problem kah??? atau emang mreka udah pada cabut….hiks

Och…fcuk!!!!

Kmaren siang gue baru nganter cewk *temen* pulang balik ke rumahnya di klapa gading, balik2 nyampe kost jam 8-an malem trus hujan. Ga brapa lama si Panzoel ngrengek2 minjam mobil buat beli pengganjal perut, ya gue sich finally okay tp gue kudu dapet upeti pastinya (baca=dibliin makan gratis). Akhirnya kesepakatan terjadilah.

Tunggu punya tunggu kok anech nich udah 2 jam ditungguin kaga ada yg nongol2 mana perut gue dah mlintir2, gue telp2 kaga diangkat brengsek jg ni bocah. Nga lama abis ngedumel datang sms "Bos A’ya, gue msh di depok sorry"

Bruak……..gue banting juga nich hape.

Percakapan singkat via telp

Si kesel : Lo kalo mau pacaran bilang aja jangan pake2 alasan beli makan, awas lo pacaran di mobil gue, kudu mandiin kembang 7 rupa tuch mobil.

Si brengsek : ich lo ko’ tumben yolot bgt (*suara cekikikan manja cewk as background percakapan)

Si kesel : woy, wajar lah gue membara gini, pengen gue timpuk tau nga loooooo

Si brengsek : Cabar dech cayank a’ya qyuuuu (*ngrayu mode on)

Si kesel : Pa’an sich lo, abis prut gue dah mlirit dari tadi, masa’ gue cuma nunggu dari tadi makan pisang doank, trus…temen gue ngajak hang-out trus ngupi2, kan jadi batal ntar disangkanya gue lagi nyari2 alasan.

Si brengsek : iye ni juga heading k kost, dah gue bliin makan kok…..NASI PADANG.

Si kesel : OMG….dah lama2 nunggu dapatnye padang pula. Udahlah gue jalan aja keluar cari makan di pasar festival juga masih buka. Brengsek lo. Ati2… yg penting tu mobil kudu balik ni malem juga trus no lecet, msh kridit tau…!!!

Si brengsek : ich kok cetek bener sich sobatan kita

Si kesel : Fcuk…..bukan gitu brur, gue asli kesel bgt tauuuuu, lo booingin gue sich.

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Akhirnya naek ojek nyari makan di Pasar festival.

Si pinoy ngrengek minta di telp plz plz plz plz.

Jam 12 baru balik, ech "Hiu silver" gue blum nongol2 juga, kmana tuch panzoel

Ya udah gue masuk kamar aja, mandi lagi, nonton ech ktiduran.

Subuh2 gue check di parkiran ….hah….tumben bening banget nich padahal smalem hujan, gue tanya ke security katanya si panjoel yang ngelap.

PS: moga aja si panzoel baca nich tulisan ga penting ni biar dia tau skalian secara tertulis. Gila loe joel….anak tingkat 2 lo embat juga !!!!