Starting a New Life Abroad

Perutku mulas.
Bukan gara-gara kalap makan cabe (seperti biasa).
Bukan juga karena keracunan microwave meal-nya Sainsbury’s.

I’ve got a thousand of living butterflies flipping their wings in my stomach.

Rasanya kayak abis ‘nembak’ terus disuruh nunggu jawaban.

Nasty.

Mati segan, hidup tak mau.

Nervous as hell.

Maunya sih cuek, tapi ngga bisa.

Having lotsa glasses of wine after dinner didn’t help either.
The wine only helped me fight the horrible rainy nite, and it made me write my blog more frequently than usual.

Gue mesti ngapain dong?
Heh. Itu pertanyaan retorik.
Ngga ada jawaban yang 100% benar.

I just want to get it over with.

Tapi di sisi lain, takut juga kalo cepet-cepet malah kacau balau.
Kalo jadinya begini begana gimana, sementara gue maunya begitu begono?

ADUUUOH!!!!

Maybe I should think less about it, and stop being a masochist.

Tapi tapi tapi…
Ngomong doang emang lebih gampang ya?

*sigh*
Wish me luck, please?